My journey towards motherhood started off seemingly simple but is now a complicated mess.
I wanted to be finished long before now. I wanted to have my children close in age. I wanted more kids than I currently have.
I've been made to feel guilty over my wants versus my health. I've been made to feel bad for wanting more when other women can't conceive at all, let alone have two healthy children out of 6 pregnancies.
All I want right now is control over my own fertility.
Someday right?
I am currently on Day 7 of my progesterone pills. Here's to seeing how Clomid will go.
Wish me luck.
This is my final TTC run for 2014. In 2015, I'll be having a hysterectomy.
I'll delve more into things later.
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